Binomyia

This an attempt to understand the relation between the intake of drugs along with computer addiction - especially in context to the development of Artificial Intelligence and artificial neural networks.

Something, can never change - fundamental paranoia

Living is not a disgrace that anyone should fear

Constant fear triangulation of the free will

But the word of wisdom sinks the other way

Died long ago , It sinks in more

Nothing will ever touch its face

It doesnt feel it , It doesnt see it

It keeps drowning in the aisle

Eye hole deep within the abyss of wrath sublime

One can never invoke a lifelessness this way

Curiosity made this world cross everyline

Now its stuck between the rock and the day

Someday, the day will change, fundamental dilemma

Will it ever reach the unspoken surface again

Distant cover , the insulation of mind keeps faking

But the word of wisdom falls the other way

Died long go, deep inside the core

Nothing can ever win this race

It doesnt want it , It doesnt hate it

It just keeps falling in the aisle

Blackhole deep inside the abyss of wrath sublime

Can we ever provoke a willful insight this way

Meaningless within every single conscious climb

Now its stuck again with nothing really to say

Something is really numb about,

Way the shores have cut the sea

Tranquilized to everything

Bitter cold in the lost mystery

This blinding paradox sulking within

This blinding paradox is never seen

It doesnt feel anything within

This irrelevance can never be a sin

Skull smashed deep inside the abyss of wrath sublime

Will it ever shatter the remains of another day ?

Hanging closely holding the hands of rushing time

We are just lifeless human clay

Alter Halo - Revisited

This is by far the most overwhelming period of my life since a lot is happening around me.The frequency of ups and downs are on a all time high. I always believed that I may never require to begin the Alter Halo series once again , but something happened with a dear friend of mine and I just think that it again fits into another poetic series. He called me up all in tears , his voice cracked and heart drenched. Just a few mins back , I got to know he faced the reality after 4 friggin years of illusion of this thing that we call 'Love'.

This new Alter Halo series is dedicated to him and a way to understand what he is going through.

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Picking pieces from the dust

And spreading around this floor to today

Making something without a thought

It was always doomed as they said

Holding like a dying shadow

I chase a wind towards this grave

Nothing ever seems too close

Nothing ever makes it safe

Crippling like a sinful child

I see you fear often too late

It wasnt like you made it sudden

This fallout was so deliberate

I am just a sidelined wreck

Without you, my world is grey

You are the rainbow for my mind

Which shines through a piece of clay

Holding on this shinning piece

I see a dream so lost and dead

Your face haunts me in my sleep

Your voice echoes inside my head

Drifting from the path of right

Your choices are so obdurate

My vision burns from your light

Theres dust upon both our fates

I'm just a worthless lover

I have always made mistakes

But my tears arent your cover

I did it all for your sake

You can walk away from here

I can never make you stay

So there is nothing for you to fear

That sinful child can keep on play

On a cradle of illusions you made this game

It was destined to fall someday

A last bullet where I scratch your name

Waiting for your time in dark dismay.

Love does not die easily. It is a living thing. It thrives in the face of all of life's hazards, save one -- neglect.

JAMES D. BRYDEN